When you issue a challenge to yourself, and no one keeps track of how well you are doing, who keeps you honest? I had taken up the challenge in October to write 100 words for 100 days. I made it to Day 47 without missing a day. And then there came a day so busy, my head was in a constant spin cycle. I simply forgot to take the ten minutes to write 100 words. And I didn’t remember until I was too tired to do anything about it.
So then I faced a battle with myself: do I start over? Who’s to know that I didn’t write for one day? Who cares if I miss a day?
And, of course, the answer is, I care. I had established a routine that kept my fingers moving on the keyboard, my mind constantly thinking, plotting, the next word, the next sentence, the next project. If I suddenly stopped and went cold turkey–no writing for 100 days or more–I’d be back where I started–a writer who wants to write but doesn’t.
And so I started over. It is now day 10 and counting. Hopefully I will continue. If my heart’s desire is to write–I should be writing every day, irregardless of what takes place. Writing comes first, foremost, always, every day.
And to complete this “Honesty Roport”, I didn’t quite make it to the finish line on my Nanowrimo novel. I did create the beginning and middle parts of a novel, topping 30,000 words and 106 pages. My novel contains characters I had never imagined before November 1 and a plot I had to invent along the way. I was pleasantly surprised with the details and twists that popped into my head as I strived to cross the finish line of 50,000 words. I was pleased with the manuscript that I did produce. I worked on it nearly every day–only missed 3 days in posting the word count on the Nanowrimo website. I may not be the fastest writier around, but I am trying, I am writing, I am improving. All of this effort is bound to produce something that will be published.
My hat goes off to all the Nanowrimos who did complete a novel, particularly my friends Kimberlyn Blum-Hyclak, Tahitia Green, and Becky Kelly. Kudos to you all.